Meme 02. CR meme

[digitalemperor]

A little over 5k comments and a few trauma games and memories worth of development.... CR meme for Shark/Ryugamine Mikado, though if you have other questions feel free to ask.

Responses may be slow as I housework!

Also totally open to Emerald Study CR questions. Because I can.

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[digitalemperor]

GOSH I WONDER.

So Shark's really dere for Mikage of course. Mikage's a sweetheart and really nice and baby dragon is absolutely adorable (though also weird if he thinks about it too much). And so everything about Mikage is friendship and bro!

Except. Then he took Mikage's memory. D= Everything about that memory sucks, no matter how much love~ and feelings~ where in it. Mikage should be happy to know Mikado has not displaced any blame on Teito, and actually feels vaguely protective of a kid he hasn't met because, well, Mikage cares for that person, and Shark cares for Mikage! But... Shark has a lot of feelings about Mikage being dead. A LOT of feelings about it.

He feels really helpless and frustrated that this awesome person who is his friend has died and is okay with it. Not only okay with it, seems like, really chill about it. He just doesn't get that at all, it bothers him, because he worries about Mikage's self-preservation instincts. Life is important, so being okay with being dead seems alarming. At the same time, he does get that, probably being dead/reincarnated gives you a different perspective. But as he is not dead (or pretty sure he's not!) he can't really get that perspective. He's trying to respect it, but it's hard and stressful and also levels up his protectiveness of his friend.

Also Mikage is like, THERE for him. When he's down. And he wants to be the same for Mikage and he's fairly perceptive but he's still never sure what to do or say when Mikage's feeling upset, because Shark is an awkward kid who's not good at those situations so he kinda flails around about it.

Basically he feels strongly for Mikage and friendship and protectiveness. And Shark is not... Inherently violence-oriented yet, because he hasn't had those memories back and he's more his early canon, peaceful ways~ self, but he would definitely stab whoever that Ayanami guy is if he had a chance and he would not feel bad about it. Because no one hurts Mikage, that's just unacceptable.

Reverse?