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Ryuugamine Mikado (Shark) ([personal profile] digitalemperor) wrote2012-06-04 01:49 pm
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Meme 02. CR meme

A little over 5k comments and a few trauma games and memories worth of development.... CR meme for Shark/Ryugamine Mikado, though if you have other questions feel free to ask.

Responses may be slow as I housework!

Also totally open to Emerald Study CR questions. Because I can.
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[personal profile] shednotearsformagic 2012-06-04 09:59 pm (UTC)(link)
Well, Akako has basically gone her ENTIRE LIFE emotionally repressed and really the only significant relationship she had with a human before canon was her mother. And Akako is really, really, REALLY LONELY, but connections is risk of tears, so won't do it.

Plus there's some crazy with layers of personalities.

But she doesn't remember she was emotionally repressed, so she is off making ALL the connections. However, while she is making more connections then canon Akako does, Kira....doesn't...know how exactly to go about it, really. What it feels like and a lot of Feels just make her feel awkward, so most is just casual with some getting protectiveness. Half of Kunzite has invoked the protectiveness.

Then there's Shark. And what it comes down to really is just that laugh. Before she was just liking him, as she did with most of Coral, but then that LAUGH and it's kind of hilarious how my misreading essentially led to Kira getting amazing CR. Because Akako has been emotionally repressed forever, she's NEVER laughed like that. But Kira didn't think to stop it and it's just...it's an elation her body isn't familiar with, but it felt SO NICE. It's a giddy sort of happy and there's endorphins and her body is just like 'THIS IS AMAZING *_*' and thus Kira is like 'I'M SO HAPPY.' And suddenly this happiness was immediately linked to Shark.

And then they did just...click. They could GET each other. Get the worry and yandere and the jokes and the flirting and making each other embarrassed and it's just...it makes me sad in a way to realize it would have NEVER HAPPENED with canon Akako because she's a faker, and just makes the Kira and Shark connection even more amazing. There was a kindred spirit thing going on which Kira also likes (and Akako lacked.) It's EVERYTHING KIRA WANTS before she even knows she wants it. Someone who gets her, truly, and someone she gets, and he makes her happy and he LIKES HER FOR HER.

Really it's only because Kira is damn good at following through when she decides something she was able to decide in the game at all between Coral and Kunzite. (It's why Kira's also been really together through her intro. FOREVER ASSURED AND CONFIDENT.) But making the decision felt like she was stabbing herself in the heart. For the whole of the game, she could get herself to not give two fucks, but then suddenly CORAL and she needed Meadow's comfort. What's funny is that is forever going to be a regret of hers now even if either choice would be regret. Especially since Kunzite had such a surplus, they were never at risk. >8

And now they've made a promise and Kira is a witch. Honoring Contracts is a thing she feels...kind of compelled to do. Which will be very interesting if she ever adopts those pathological liar tendencies, but it's just-ewaoiejwaoijewaj. Kira still has reservations about COMPLETE honesty because she does have pride, but she thinks she COULD do it with Shark. Because it's Shark and Shark understands and they get each other and he makes her happy and she's fine being a derp around him and it's just....

Yes, all the derederederedere FOREVER.

So barring things going ABSOLUTELY TERRIBLY somehow, when Akako figures out she's actually deeply in love with Kaito, what would Shark think? =O