KAZUKI IS SO HAPPY THAT THEY ARE TALKING AGAIN AND THAT MIKADO TRUSTS HIM AGGAIN AND IS SHOWING EMOTION AGAIN AND AND AND he's really trying his best to to screw shit up and you can bet for a few of the days Mikado was on hiatus and I was... busy... Kazuki was just sulking that Dream took Mikado away from him AGAIN. He really just wants to spoil Mikado rotten and take him on dates and feelings all the time, he can't even seriously get mad at Mikado right now. He's sort of been tripped into full on desperate love-love mode.
Like Mikado though he's still pretty scared about WHAT IF Mikado just decides Kazuki isn't worth the trouble and doesn't feel anything and just there for Kazuki out of emotional obligation, which for a while affected Kazuki's other relationships and still kind of does when there was that whole sort of emotional void thing no matter how much Mikado and others tried to reassure him because FEELINGS. That said Kazuki's best waaaay to make up for that kind of stuff is to get incredibly desperate love-love, s...o. He's sort of worried about Mikado coming back from Dream and being different again too. He;s full of so many feelings!!!!
That said he doesn't quite understand why Mikado is so worried about him, especially because Mikado being back to normal did make him feel better and more established as a person (gawd Kazuki stop basing your identity around other people.) For a long time he was really worried that what they had and their experiences and how Mikado affected him so deeply meant sort of nothing??? And as I said before, he's still carrying some of that around. Idk. Things.
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Like Mikado though he's still pretty scared about WHAT IF Mikado just decides Kazuki isn't worth the trouble and doesn't feel anything and just there for Kazuki out of emotional obligation, which for a while affected Kazuki's other relationships and still kind of does when there was that whole sort of emotional void thing no matter how much Mikado and others tried to reassure him because FEELINGS. That said Kazuki's best waaaay to make up for that kind of stuff is to get incredibly desperate love-love, s...o. He's sort of worried about Mikado coming back from Dream and being different again too. He;s full of so many feelings!!!!
That said he doesn't quite understand why Mikado is so worried about him, especially because Mikado being back to normal did make him feel better and more established as a person (gawd Kazuki stop basing your identity around other people.) For a long time he was really worried that what they had and their experiences and how Mikado affected him so deeply meant sort of nothing??? And as I said before, he's still carrying some of that around. Idk. Things.
what exactly is Mikado worried about?