Memory 10

Memory: Significant Negative - Arriving to see Masaomi being beaten (before and after flashback) (Vol 3)
Game: Game (played)
Game Master:, Hook and the Sea Witch
Day: 168
Notes: [ In the form of a small jar. You must open and sniff it to take you memory. Hope you love the smell of rotting fish.

Four uses, if you're fast at restopping it. Once the smell is gone, you can't view the memory any more. ] 2/4 used. (Kazuki)

( Right now, all they wished was for each other to be safe and sound )

Things we learned:
-What
-What is happening
-I DON'T?!?!?!?!?!?!?
-Anri has a katana, Kida is covered in blood?!?!
-Gang fighting?!
-Learning things about my friends I shouldn't know?!
-SO MANY FEELINGS
-So not only am I the leader of Dollars, but Kida is involved with some Yellow Scarves gang? And Anri...? What exactly is Anri and what's the "slasher"?
-....
-SCREW THAT MY FRIENDS ARE IN DANGER
-I MUST RUN INTO THE MIDDLE OF THINGS I WILL MAKE SURE THEY ARE SAFE
-Plus 100 runs into traffic!!!!
-Plus 100 friendship points
-So many questions but it doesn't matter because all that matters is friendship!!!
-Also Celty really is my bro ;;

What this means:
Gosh this is a huge one. It brings up way more questions than it answers. Why is Kida in a gang fight? Why is mousy, shy Sonohara, his fellow class rep there? Why does she have a katana? Why is Kida covered in blood is that his own blood? WHY DOES HE EXPECT TO SEE THEM FACING OFF AGAINST EACH OTHER? What is even going on here guys?!?! There is a moment where it's bad feelings and suspicion which is immediately blown away by "I love these two people and I am so fucking concerned for them and everything is crazy, I just want them to be safe and will do anything for that goal."

He might end up crying at the end of the memory, or close to it. Simply because it's really emotional and a hell of a lot of whiplash in confusion, fear, anxiety, panic, anger and at the end a huge wash of love and relief and my friends my friends my friends!!

This is the climax of book 3 so obviously there's a lot of feelings and a lot going on. But the take away of it is a huge protective urge for his friends, and a huge amount of relief that they're (relatively) alright, and just a lot of mushy good feelings at the very end.

It's a significant negative because of all the fear and panic and confusion leading up to the end. It's a really complicated set of feelings for sure, and without context it's even more confusing. It'll leave him going ???? What was that?! about it for a while about Kida and Anri especially.

Memory 11

Memory: Significant Neutral - -Founding of "Dollars" (Vol 1, chapter 11, part 1)
Game: Game (played)
Game Master: Alice
Day: 168
Notes: [ form: a little bottle like the emotions only with your memories. 2 uses. ] 1/2 taken

( It had been Mikado’s idea )

Things we learned:
-Well then
-THAT SURE EXPLAINS A LOT
-So that's what Dollars was to start with, and how it came to be
-Wow I will go pretty damn far for a prank
-An increased sense of responsibility for his own creations
-A beginning spark of arrogance and perhaps superior feelings?
-Now I know why I'm in a "gang"
-Plus 100 Dollars dere

What this means:
It's a small segment but it's a huge info dump. This is incredibly significant because it contains the founding of Dollars, which in itself at the time was a trivial positive, and slowly over time built into a huge thing and a huge part of Mikado's life. For one, realizing that Dollars was first an internet prank before it was a gang is going to explain a lot to Shark, and also relieve him a little. It might increase his tendency for pranks and mischief a little while claiming ~he had no part in it~

For another it will also explain how the internet prank went from harmless fun to a real world gang, and why, if he's the founder of the group, the members of the gang don't know that, and don't listen to him. It really truly is a group without rules. And it's very existence is a little strange and amiss.

Even though he can tell there's problems with it, this will increase his affection for an attachment to Dollars as his creation, since up until now in his memories he hasn't understood it or why he's involved with it or why he even started it or stays with it. It may also feed a bit of arrogance and secret feelings of superiority (and a little darker things) in him. Over all, it explains a lot and anchors a bit of more of his world into "oh that's why" things are as they are. It also makes memory 8 more infuriating and more helpless.