THE SECOND ONE? Remind me if Mikado apologized outside of his heart because idk I think he will ALWAYS BE UPSET he guilted Hikaru into cutting off his own hand no matter what. But at least after the second one he can tell Hikaru how much he loves him and that he cares for him and basically he really deeply wants to never make such an error that ends up hurting Hikaru ever again so he's always going to have a bit of sadguilt.

But otherwise he also feels a huge sense of relief and just wants to flop on Hikaru a lot. IDK I should ask you and Styx if you mind if he crawls in with them at night sometimes because fuck it, cuddling.

NOT TO MENTION Kida really relied on Hikaru a lot and that carries over in ways of just, finding Dragonfly dependable and respecting him more and being more able to relax with him and trust him.

Reverse?